Goodbye doesnt exist
between me and you.
Because our souls
are so messed up,
intertwined,
we couldnt tell one from the other.
Joined forever as a single entity.
Living our lives as one.
Goodbye is just not possible,
not in life, not in death.
Because you just cant say goodbye
to yourself,
your soul,
your very being,
your very spirit.
-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 21st of April 2010.
Thursday, April 22, 2010
Start believing
Vanquish your fears.
Dont let panic settle in.
Dont you hide behind tears,
dont you give in.
You're caught up
in mad thoughts colliding.
Free your soul
from all of the lying.
Open your heart
and start believing.
Start believing in things
you never wanted to see.
Open your heart
and start believing in me.
-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 18th of April 2010.
Dont let panic settle in.
Dont you hide behind tears,
dont you give in.
You're caught up
in mad thoughts colliding.
Free your soul
from all of the lying.
Open your heart
and start believing.
Start believing in things
you never wanted to see.
Open your heart
and start believing in me.
-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 18th of April 2010.
Silent Truths
Everytime you're with me,
you just make me complete.
Every second you're away from me,
you tear a part of my soul.
And everytime you come back,
you make me whole again.
Everytime i see you crying,
it makes me feel like dying.
Everytime i see you sad,
I hold you cuz
you're everything i have.
Everytime you hate me,
its just another scar in my heart.
So that you're etched forever in me,
and scars are better than
being torn apart.
- by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 20th of April 2010.
you just make me complete.
Every second you're away from me,
you tear a part of my soul.
And everytime you come back,
you make me whole again.
Everytime i see you crying,
it makes me feel like dying.
Everytime i see you sad,
I hold you cuz
you're everything i have.
Everytime you hate me,
its just another scar in my heart.
So that you're etched forever in me,
and scars are better than
being torn apart.
- by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 20th of April 2010.
Drugged
In your love i suffer.
But nothing would ever
make me leave you.
If you die,
I'll be released.
Awoken from your spell,
black magic.
Sane enough to feel.
Sane enough to decide.
Sane enough to take my own life
so that I'll be with you again.
Because this addiction will never end.
Your love is my drug.
-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 20th of April 2010.
But nothing would ever
make me leave you.
If you die,
I'll be released.
Awoken from your spell,
black magic.
Sane enough to feel.
Sane enough to decide.
Sane enough to take my own life
so that I'll be with you again.
Because this addiction will never end.
Your love is my drug.
-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 20th of April 2010.
Song of my heart
You're the angel that floats above me,
guiding me to serenity.
Ever so gently
that I've never noticed you there.
But when i did,
I recognised you.
Because you are the song of my heart
whose melody i have been singing
for a lifetime.
You are the rythm my heart beats to
and the motivation for it
to keep beating and waking up
every morning.
-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 20th of April 2010.
guiding me to serenity.
Ever so gently
that I've never noticed you there.
But when i did,
I recognised you.
Because you are the song of my heart
whose melody i have been singing
for a lifetime.
You are the rythm my heart beats to
and the motivation for it
to keep beating and waking up
every morning.
-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 20th of April 2010.
Friday, March 5, 2010
I try and i tried
I try to laugh about it,
cover it all up with lies.
I try to joke about it,
hiding the tears in my eyes.
I try to forget about it,
telling everyone im alright.
While inside this broken frame of mine,
I wished you would die.
I try to put it behind me,
burying it with memories.
I try to feel brave and strong,
pushing on and on.
I try to make it alright again,
but i guess its all in vain.
For nothing could prepare me
for the thing that might just kill me.
Chorus:
It takes a thousand tries to bring me down
And i found myself on the ground
I guess my thousand times are up
You won, im in defeat.
I try and tried to get back up
No helping hand from above this time
But finally i got back on my feet
The ground never felt so thin
But i aint giving in.
I try to find my footing,
should've worn thicker shoes.
I try to take baby steps,
but my legs just wouldnt move.
I try not to let it show,
but my heart was on my sleeve.
I try and i try and i tried
But the wounds were just too deep.
Chorus
Ohh I tried..
I tried..
I try and tried to get back up
No helping hand from above this time
But finally i got back on my feet
The ground never felt so thin
But i aint giving in.
No, no...
I aint giving in.
Ohhh
Chorus till end.
-by Miss Scarlet Inian with credits to Ashok Kumar on the 3rd of March 2010.
cover it all up with lies.
I try to joke about it,
hiding the tears in my eyes.
I try to forget about it,
telling everyone im alright.
While inside this broken frame of mine,
I wished you would die.
I try to put it behind me,
burying it with memories.
I try to feel brave and strong,
pushing on and on.
I try to make it alright again,
but i guess its all in vain.
For nothing could prepare me
for the thing that might just kill me.
Chorus:
It takes a thousand tries to bring me down
And i found myself on the ground
I guess my thousand times are up
You won, im in defeat.
I try and tried to get back up
No helping hand from above this time
But finally i got back on my feet
The ground never felt so thin
But i aint giving in.
I try to find my footing,
should've worn thicker shoes.
I try to take baby steps,
but my legs just wouldnt move.
I try not to let it show,
but my heart was on my sleeve.
I try and i try and i tried
But the wounds were just too deep.
Chorus
Ohh I tried..
I tried..
I try and tried to get back up
No helping hand from above this time
But finally i got back on my feet
The ground never felt so thin
But i aint giving in.
No, no...
I aint giving in.
Ohhh
Chorus till end.
-by Miss Scarlet Inian with credits to Ashok Kumar on the 3rd of March 2010.
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Renamed: Where did Forever Go?
Its just like me and you in foreverland.
But we all know this is bullshit.
We have ears that dont listen
and eyes that dont see.
We were clouded from the get go.
Cuz nothing lasts forever
and we're all gonna die one day.
So why dont we skip the useless years
and make this our final judgement day.
-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 22nd of February 2010
But we all know this is bullshit.
We have ears that dont listen
and eyes that dont see.
We were clouded from the get go.
Cuz nothing lasts forever
and we're all gonna die one day.
So why dont we skip the useless years
and make this our final judgement day.
-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 22nd of February 2010
Faces of Glory
Look at me, and tell me what do you see?
Happiness is so contradictory.
Who i am, do you know?
Everything you should of me.
Two sides to a face, torn with hate.
Distorted angry images in your head.
Yes, i guess thats how you perceive me.
-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 22nd of February 2010
Happiness is so contradictory.
Who i am, do you know?
Everything you should of me.
Two sides to a face, torn with hate.
Distorted angry images in your head.
Yes, i guess thats how you perceive me.
-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 22nd of February 2010
Venomous Desires
The angels sing their hearts out
but no one stops to listen.
Blood is pouring out now,
boasting sins and visions.
Visions of what we hope and want.
Dangerous with no cure.
Diseased and intoxicating,
it led me straight to you.
-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 22nd of February 2010
but no one stops to listen.
Blood is pouring out now,
boasting sins and visions.
Visions of what we hope and want.
Dangerous with no cure.
Diseased and intoxicating,
it led me straight to you.
-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 22nd of February 2010
Prince and Princess
You need not pretend
that you dont care.
Cuz i can see
its eating you inside.
Laid out for all to see.
Your dirty blood,
its killing me.
Toxic and inflammable.
The castle is burning down.
As the world watched
their prince and princess
burn to the ground.
-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 10th of February 2010
It Was You
Hey you.
Step back a second.
It seems ive seen
your face before.
Werent you the one
who broke me and
kicked me right out the door?
Hey you.
Dont walk away.
No, not just yet.
Hold on a second,
please take me back.
Ohh it seems too hard to please you.
Am i forever damned in hell?
Heart beating out of my chest
and it was you
who ripped me through.
It was always you.
Everything of mine was you.
-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 8th of February 2010
Step back a second.
It seems ive seen
your face before.
Werent you the one
who broke me and
kicked me right out the door?
Hey you.
Dont walk away.
No, not just yet.
Hold on a second,
please take me back.
Ohh it seems too hard to please you.
Am i forever damned in hell?
Heart beating out of my chest
and it was you
who ripped me through.
It was always you.
Everything of mine was you.
-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 8th of February 2010
Apologies
Its passed midnight
but im still awake.
Trying to find the right words
to tell you that im sorry.
I realized i was wrong
and my heart, weak.
Knowing what ive done
could change everything.
Listen to my bloodcurdling scream.
-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 1st of February 2010
but im still awake.
Trying to find the right words
to tell you that im sorry.
I realized i was wrong
and my heart, weak.
Knowing what ive done
could change everything.
Listen to my bloodcurdling scream.
-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 1st of February 2010
Baby Burn
Its time for you to go.
Its time for you to leave me alone.
Coz ive had it with all your lies.
I cant deny the pain inside.
Burning inside out,
im burning for you.
-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 1st of February 2010
Its time for you to leave me alone.
Coz ive had it with all your lies.
I cant deny the pain inside.
Burning inside out,
im burning for you.
-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 1st of February 2010
The Last Thing
Whether you break your back
a thousand times over
reaching for me,
I couldnt care less.
The last thing i want
is for you to stay.
The last thing i want
is for you to be there
when i make my way.
-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 1st of February 2010
a thousand times over
reaching for me,
I couldnt care less.
The last thing i want
is for you to stay.
The last thing i want
is for you to be there
when i make my way.
-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 1st of February 2010
Baby Drown
Im tired of these illusions.
Broken fantasies of mine.
As we drift ever further,
leaving all our dreams behind.
I swear i'll break the surface.
I wont let you pull me down.
And as i float above you i watched you
drown drown drown.
-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 8th of February 2010
Lies
You said i love you
one too many times before.
I guess you've never meant it.
You know it cuts me
right down to the core.
Everytime you say that lie
i keep coming back for more.
-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 8th of February 2010
one too many times before.
I guess you've never meant it.
You know it cuts me
right down to the core.
Everytime you say that lie
i keep coming back for more.
-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 8th of February 2010
Empty Revelations
I dont wanna waste another day.
Thinking bout the past and my mistakes.
Ohh you got me in a fix.
Cuz if i dont want to
then why am i singing this?
-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 8th of February 2010
Thinking bout the past and my mistakes.
Ohh you got me in a fix.
Cuz if i dont want to
then why am i singing this?
-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 8th of February 2010
Wish
Baby hold on tight.
I cant stand it
if you leave me alone tonight.
A standard flight,
thats all im asking for.
I guess wishing wells just dont work
like they used to anymore.
-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 8th of February 2010
I cant stand it
if you leave me alone tonight.
A standard flight,
thats all im asking for.
I guess wishing wells just dont work
like they used to anymore.
-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 8th of February 2010
Meant To Be
I want you to know
Its not too late
There's still time for you
To appreciate
Dont you ever stop
to smell the roses?
Things dont have to be
Just black and white.
Bridge 1:
In time you will see
what Ive seen all along
That you were selfish
Narrow and small
You never cared
You never noticed
But still, its not too late.
Chorus:
Thank you
for all the things you did
for all the hurt you said
poured out of you like
sweet black poison.
Look, just look at me!
I lapped it up
How stupid of me
But you and I
were meant to be (yeah)
We're meant to be.
Should have done something
should have said something
Before you went your way
Dont you ever stop
to notice the little things
that were so important to me?
Is that how its gonna be?
Bridge 2:
In time you will see
What Ive seen all along
That you were selfish
Narrow and small
You never cared
You never noticed
But still, i forgive you.
Repeat Chorus.
You cant fight it off
This feeling suffocates us both
Desperation kills
You are mine to hold.
We're meant to be
(I love you)
You and me
(no other)
I love you for the hate you gave
Insane i know but i cant help it
This sacrificial love,
I am yours for eternity.
In time you will see
What ive seen all along
That you are free
but still tied to me
by the threads of
a broken heart.
-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 29th of January 2010
Its not too late
There's still time for you
To appreciate
Dont you ever stop
to smell the roses?
Things dont have to be
Just black and white.
Bridge 1:
In time you will see
what Ive seen all along
That you were selfish
Narrow and small
You never cared
You never noticed
But still, its not too late.
Chorus:
Thank you
for all the things you did
for all the hurt you said
poured out of you like
sweet black poison.
Look, just look at me!
I lapped it up
How stupid of me
But you and I
were meant to be (yeah)
We're meant to be.
Should have done something
should have said something
Before you went your way
Dont you ever stop
to notice the little things
that were so important to me?
Is that how its gonna be?
Bridge 2:
In time you will see
What Ive seen all along
That you were selfish
Narrow and small
You never cared
You never noticed
But still, i forgive you.
Repeat Chorus.
You cant fight it off
This feeling suffocates us both
Desperation kills
You are mine to hold.
We're meant to be
(I love you)
You and me
(no other)
I love you for the hate you gave
Insane i know but i cant help it
This sacrificial love,
I am yours for eternity.
In time you will see
What ive seen all along
That you are free
but still tied to me
by the threads of
a broken heart.
-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 29th of January 2010
Song For You
You're so desperate
You write with your own blood
Surrounded by these walls
You try to call her name
But there is nothing but your echoes
The echoes of your life
Bounced off the wall
Back to you
Only for you to hear
Chorus:-
Time has run out
You are forgotten
In her heart
The hole that was you
Has already been filled
You need not pretend
That it doesn't bother you
Because you care
Because it still hurts
Deep down under
You cannot get to her
For she is protected
By angels all around
While you sit here contemplating
About the little that you have
I know she's better off
Where she's at right now
You cant believe it
You cant stand it
You never cared
You never noticed
Even when she's
Right infront of you
Chorus
Ohh...
You never cared
You never noticed
Even when Im
Right infront of you
Chorus 2:-
Time has run out
You are so damned forgotten
In my heart
The hole that was you
Has already been filled
You need not pretend
That it doesn't bother you
Because you care
Because you care
About me leaving you
Your ego is so unbearable
But just look at you now
So lost
So lonely
Ohh I wish you well
And I'll just sit here and watch
As you disintegrate yourself
Self-destruct!
Chorus 2, 1 till end..
-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 12th of January 2010
You write with your own blood
Surrounded by these walls
You try to call her name
But there is nothing but your echoes
The echoes of your life
Bounced off the wall
Back to you
Only for you to hear
Chorus:-
Time has run out
You are forgotten
In her heart
The hole that was you
Has already been filled
You need not pretend
That it doesn't bother you
Because you care
Because it still hurts
Deep down under
You cannot get to her
For she is protected
By angels all around
While you sit here contemplating
About the little that you have
I know she's better off
Where she's at right now
You cant believe it
You cant stand it
You never cared
You never noticed
Even when she's
Right infront of you
Chorus
Ohh...
You never cared
You never noticed
Even when Im
Right infront of you
Chorus 2:-
Time has run out
You are so damned forgotten
In my heart
The hole that was you
Has already been filled
You need not pretend
That it doesn't bother you
Because you care
Because you care
About me leaving you
Your ego is so unbearable
But just look at you now
So lost
So lonely
Ohh I wish you well
And I'll just sit here and watch
As you disintegrate yourself
Self-destruct!
Chorus 2, 1 till end..
-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 12th of January 2010
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