Thursday, February 25, 2010

Renamed: Where did Forever Go?

Its just like me and you in foreverland.
But we all know this is bullshit.
We have ears that dont listen
and eyes that dont see.
We were clouded from the get go.
Cuz nothing lasts forever
and we're all gonna die one day.
So why dont we skip the useless years
and make this our final judgement day.

-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 22nd of February 2010

Faces of Glory

Look at me, and tell me what do you see?
Happiness is so contradictory.
Who i am, do you know?
Everything you should of me.
Two sides to a face, torn with hate.
Distorted angry images in your head.
Yes, i guess thats how you perceive me.


-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 22nd of February 2010

Venomous Desires

The angels sing their hearts out
but no one stops to listen.
Blood is pouring out now,
boasting sins and visions.
Visions of what we hope and want.
Dangerous with no cure.
Diseased and intoxicating,
it led me straight to you.

-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 22nd of February 2010

Prince and Princess















You need not pretend
that you dont care.
Cuz i can see
its eating you inside.
Laid out for all to see.
Your dirty blood,
its killing me.
Toxic and inflammable.
The castle is burning down.
As the world watched
their prince and princess
burn to the ground.



-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 10th of February 2010

It Was You

Hey you.
Step back a second.
It seems ive seen
your face before.
Werent you the one
who broke me and
kicked me right out the door?
Hey you.
Dont walk away.
No, not just yet.
Hold on a second,
please take me back.
Ohh it seems too hard to please you.
Am i forever damned in hell?
Heart beating out of my chest
and it was you
who ripped me through.
It was always you.
Everything of mine was you.

-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 8th of February 2010

Apologies

Its passed midnight
but im still awake.
Trying to find the right words
to tell you that im sorry.
I realized i was wrong
and my heart, weak.
Knowing what ive done
could change everything.
Listen to my bloodcurdling scream.

-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 1st of February 2010

Baby Burn

Its time for you to go.
Its time for you to leave me alone.
Coz ive had it with all your lies.
I cant deny the pain inside.
Burning inside out,
im burning for you.

-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 1st of February 2010

The Last Thing

Whether you break your back
a thousand times over
reaching for me,
I couldnt care less.
The last thing i want
is for you to stay.
The last thing i want
is for you to be there
when i make my way.

-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 1st of February 2010

Baby Drown















Im tired of these illusions.
Broken fantasies of mine.
As we drift ever further,
leaving all our dreams behind.
I swear i'll break the surface.
I wont let you pull me down.
And as i float above you i watched you
drown drown drown.


-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 8th of February 2010

Lies

You said i love you
one too many times before.
I guess you've never meant it.
You know it cuts me
right down to the core.
Everytime you say that lie
i keep coming back for more.

-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 8th of February 2010

Empty Revelations

I dont wanna waste another day.
Thinking bout the past and my mistakes.
Ohh you got me in a fix.
Cuz if i dont want to
then why am i singing this?

-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 8th of February 2010

Wish

Baby hold on tight.
I cant stand it
if you leave me alone tonight.
A standard flight,
thats all im asking for.
I guess wishing wells just dont work
like they used to anymore.


-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 8th of February 2010

Meant To Be

I want you to know
Its not too late
There's still time for you
To appreciate
Dont you ever stop
to smell the roses?
Things dont have to be
Just black and white.


Bridge 1:
In time you will see
what Ive seen all along
That you were selfish
Narrow and small
You never cared
You never noticed
But still, its not too late.


Chorus:
Thank you
for all the things you did
for all the hurt you said
poured out of you like
sweet black poison.
Look, just look at me!
I lapped it up
How stupid of me
But you and I
were meant to be (yeah)
We're meant to be.


Should have done something
should have said something
Before you went your way
Dont you ever stop
to notice the little things
that were so important to me?
Is that how its gonna be?


Bridge 2:
In time you will see
What Ive seen all along
That you were selfish
Narrow and small
You never cared
You never noticed
But still, i forgive you.


Repeat Chorus.


You cant fight it off
This feeling suffocates us both
Desperation kills
You are mine to hold.
We're meant to be
(I love you)
You and me
(no other)


I love you for the hate you gave
Insane i know but i cant help it
This sacrificial love,
I am yours for eternity.


In time you will see
What ive seen all along
That you are free
but still tied to me
by the threads of
a broken heart.

-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 29th of January 2010

Song For You

You're so desperate
You write with your own blood
Surrounded by these walls
You try to call her name
But there is nothing but your echoes
The echoes of your life
Bounced off the wall
Back to you
Only for you to hear

Chorus:-
Time has run out
You are forgotten
In her heart
The hole that was you
Has already been filled
You need not pretend
That it doesn't bother you
Because you care
Because it still hurts
Deep down under

You cannot get to her
For she is protected
By angels all around
While you sit here contemplating
About the little that you have
I know she's better off
Where she's at right now
You cant believe it
You cant stand it

You never cared
You never noticed
Even when she's
Right infront of you

Chorus

Ohh...

You never cared
You never noticed
Even when Im
Right infront of you


Chorus 2:-
Time has run out
You are so damned forgotten
In my heart
The hole that was you
Has already been filled
You need not pretend
That it doesn't bother you
Because you care
Because you care
About me leaving you

Your ego is so unbearable
But just look at you now
So lost
So lonely
Ohh I wish you well
And I'll just sit here and watch
As you disintegrate yourself
Self-destruct!

Chorus 2, 1 till end..






















-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 12th of January 2010

My Fallen Angel


I whisper your name
Come softly.
As you walked to me
Your innocence starts to fall away
like leaves falling in autumn
caught midair by the
sweet gentle breeze.
And there you soared
graceful as an angel
held afloat by the very image
you created.
The mask of which
you hid behind.
As you reached your hand out
to grasp the summit
everything gave way
and down you tumbled.
I watched you and your
pitiful plight.
How your wings began to fold
and throttle you.
Sweet black poison.
I laughed aloud into the lonely night
Vengeance tastes so sweet
as sweet as the black honey
flowing through these knotted veins
But you..
You'd never learn to appreciate it.
For you'll always be the reason,
the rotten core of the apple
that spurns the very thing
you are most attracted to
but also
the thing you fear most.
And that's why you'd never get the chance
cowardly fool!
Sleep well
My fallen angel
your journey into oblivion
is a long one.


-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 7th of January 2010

Aritha

Once a little girl with hopes and dreams
Now she isnt what it seems
Lost and insecure
She's lying on her knees
Begging God to take her please


Thinking bout where it all went wrong
She thought she got it right all along
But now she's come to her senses
While counting out her expenses


Reliving the memories
of a teenage prom queen
With her little black dress
And her one only accessory
Just 6 feet tall.
They were oh so sweet.


And now look what she's become.
We were right from the get go
Selfish, stuck up, hopeless
Messing with the wrong crowd.
And now she'll pay for her sins
And now she'll die in hell.


Goodbye Aritha
Goodbye Senorita
I'll see you when the worlds collide
Bite my dust now you must die
The ground will open
And swallow you
(Swallow you, die)
I relish as your tear streaked face
Burns burns burns
It burns burns burns.

As you burn burn burn.


Reliving the memories
of a teenage prom queen
With her little black dress
And her one only accessory
Just 6 feet tall.
They were oh so sweet.


But that was just a memory
We were right from the get go
Evil, mean, disgusting.
Messing with the wrong girl.
And now you'll pay for your sins
And now you'll die in hell.


Goodbye Aritha
Goodbye Senorita
I'll see you when the worlds collide
Bite my dust now you must die
The ground will open
And swallow you
(Swallow you, die)
I relish as your tear streaked face
Burns burns burns
It burns burns burns.

As you burn burn burn.


Goodbye, goodbye Aritha.......


Once a little girl with hopes and dreams
Say your prayers, say your prayers.
Before He takes you please.

-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 6th of January 2010

First stage-call.

There's a sinister smile playing on my face.
Thinking about all the things we said.
With no where to go i turn to you
Looking for the light
Eyes so bright
And suddenly the curtain falls.
And i realised you may not be the one after all.
Is it the end of play?


I walk around in a daze
waiting for the light of day.
And then
A burst of silver
So surreal.
Made me turn around
Its all real.


From behind the curtains you appear
Memories rush forward
Startling and vivid
The tears come as naturally as ever
Beauty caught in the moment.


Embraced in your arms
i was still.
Confused by emotions
awakening.
Yet there's a hurt
Which i cant explain.
For there be no reason.


Will it hurt to let this go?
Was it wrong for me to hope?
And then the smile returns.
I need not fear.
I live in the moment.
Face the music
Let it play out.


And the light remains.
Symbolic,
Not hopeful.
Flickering but never dies out.


Still warm.
I can live with this.


-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 3rd of November 2009