Perception - Goodbyes.

Goodbye doesnt exist
between me and you.
Because our souls
are so messed up,
intertwined,
we couldnt tell one from the other.
Joined forever as a single entity.
Living our lives as one.
Goodbye is just not possible,
not in life, not in death.
Because you just cant say goodbye
to yourself,
your soul,
your very being,
your very spirit.

-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 21st of April 2010.

Start believing

Vanquish your fears.
Dont let panic settle in.
Dont you hide behind tears,
dont you give in.
You're caught up
in mad thoughts colliding.
Free your soul
from all of the lying.
Open your heart
and start believing.
Start believing in things
you never wanted to see.
Open your heart
and start believing in me.

-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 18th of April 2010.

Silent Truths

Everytime you're with me,
you just make me complete.
Every second you're away from me,
you tear a part of my soul.
And everytime you come back,
you make me whole again.
Everytime i see you crying,
it makes me feel like dying.
Everytime i see you sad,
I hold you cuz
you're everything i have.
Everytime you hate me,
its just another scar in my heart.
So that you're etched forever in me,
and scars are better than
being torn apart.

- by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 20th of April 2010.

Song of my heart

You're the angel that floats above me,
guiding me to serenity.
Ever so gently
that I've never noticed you there.
But when i did,
I recognised you.
Because you are the song of my heart
whose melody i have been singing
for a lifetime.
You are the rythm my heart beats to
and the motivation for it
to keep beating and waking up
every morning.

-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 20th of April 2010.

I try and i tried

I try to laugh about it,
cover it all up with lies.
I try to joke about it,
hiding the tears in my eyes.
I try to forget about it,
telling everyone im alright.
While inside this broken frame of mine,
I wished you would die.


I try to put it behind me,
burying it with memories.
I try to feel brave and strong,
pushing on and on.
I try to make it alright again,
but i guess its all in vain.
For nothing could prepare me
for the thing that might just kill me.


Chorus:
It takes a thousand tries to bring me down
And i found myself on the ground
I guess my thousand times are up
You won, im in defeat.
I try and tried to get back up
No helping hand from above this time
But finally i got back on my feet
The ground never felt so thin
But i aint giving in.


I try to find my footing,
should've worn thicker shoes.
I try to take baby steps,
but my legs just wouldnt move.
I try not to let it show,
but my heart was on my sleeve.
I try and i try and i tried
But the wounds were just too deep.


Chorus


Ohh I tried..
I tried..


I try and tried to get back up
No helping hand from above this time
But finally i got back on my feet
The ground never felt so thin
But i aint giving in.


No, no...
I aint giving in.
Ohhh


Chorus till end.


-by Miss Scarlet Inian with credits to Ashok Kumar on the 3rd of March 2010.

Meant To Be

I want you to know
Its not too late
There's still time for you
To appreciate
Dont you ever stop
to smell the roses?
Things dont have to be
Just black and white.


Bridge 1:
In time you will see
what Ive seen all along
That you were selfish
Narrow and small
You never cared
You never noticed
But still, its not too late.


Chorus:
Thank you
for all the things you did
for all the hurt you said
poured out of you like
sweet black poison.
Look, just look at me!
I lapped it up
How stupid of me
But you and I
were meant to be (yeah)
We're meant to be.


Should have done something
should have said something
Before you went your way
Dont you ever stop
to notice the little things
that were so important to me?
Is that how its gonna be?


Bridge 2:
In time you will see
What Ive seen all along
That you were selfish
Narrow and small
You never cared
You never noticed
But still, i forgive you.


Repeat Chorus.


You cant fight it off
This feeling suffocates us both
Desperation kills
You are mine to hold.
We're meant to be
(I love you)
You and me
(no other)


I love you for the hate you gave
Insane i know but i cant help it
This sacrificial love,
I am yours for eternity.


In time you will see
What ive seen all along
That you are free
but still tied to me
by the threads of
a broken heart.

-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 29th of January 2010