I try and i tried

I try to laugh about it,
cover it all up with lies.
I try to joke about it,
hiding the tears in my eyes.
I try to forget about it,
telling everyone im alright.
While inside this broken frame of mine,
I wished you would die.


I try to put it behind me,
burying it with memories.
I try to feel brave and strong,
pushing on and on.
I try to make it alright again,
but i guess its all in vain.
For nothing could prepare me
for the thing that might just kill me.


Chorus:
It takes a thousand tries to bring me down
And i found myself on the ground
I guess my thousand times are up
You won, im in defeat.
I try and tried to get back up
No helping hand from above this time
But finally i got back on my feet
The ground never felt so thin
But i aint giving in.


I try to find my footing,
should've worn thicker shoes.
I try to take baby steps,
but my legs just wouldnt move.
I try not to let it show,
but my heart was on my sleeve.
I try and i try and i tried
But the wounds were just too deep.


Chorus


Ohh I tried..
I tried..


I try and tried to get back up
No helping hand from above this time
But finally i got back on my feet
The ground never felt so thin
But i aint giving in.


No, no...
I aint giving in.
Ohhh


Chorus till end.


-by Miss Scarlet Inian with credits to Ashok Kumar on the 3rd of March 2010.

Meant To Be

I want you to know
Its not too late
There's still time for you
To appreciate
Dont you ever stop
to smell the roses?
Things dont have to be
Just black and white.


Bridge 1:
In time you will see
what Ive seen all along
That you were selfish
Narrow and small
You never cared
You never noticed
But still, its not too late.


Chorus:
Thank you
for all the things you did
for all the hurt you said
poured out of you like
sweet black poison.
Look, just look at me!
I lapped it up
How stupid of me
But you and I
were meant to be (yeah)
We're meant to be.


Should have done something
should have said something
Before you went your way
Dont you ever stop
to notice the little things
that were so important to me?
Is that how its gonna be?


Bridge 2:
In time you will see
What Ive seen all along
That you were selfish
Narrow and small
You never cared
You never noticed
But still, i forgive you.


Repeat Chorus.


You cant fight it off
This feeling suffocates us both
Desperation kills
You are mine to hold.
We're meant to be
(I love you)
You and me
(no other)


I love you for the hate you gave
Insane i know but i cant help it
This sacrificial love,
I am yours for eternity.


In time you will see
What ive seen all along
That you are free
but still tied to me
by the threads of
a broken heart.

-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 29th of January 2010

Song For You

You're so desperate
You write with your own blood
Surrounded by these walls
You try to call her name
But there is nothing but your echoes
The echoes of your life
Bounced off the wall
Back to you
Only for you to hear

Chorus:-
Time has run out
You are forgotten
In her heart
The hole that was you
Has already been filled
You need not pretend
That it doesn't bother you
Because you care
Because it still hurts
Deep down under

You cannot get to her
For she is protected
By angels all around
While you sit here contemplating
About the little that you have
I know she's better off
Where she's at right now
You cant believe it
You cant stand it

You never cared
You never noticed
Even when she's
Right infront of you

Chorus

Ohh...

You never cared
You never noticed
Even when Im
Right infront of you


Chorus 2:-
Time has run out
You are so damned forgotten
In my heart
The hole that was you
Has already been filled
You need not pretend
That it doesn't bother you
Because you care
Because you care
About me leaving you

Your ego is so unbearable
But just look at you now
So lost
So lonely
Ohh I wish you well
And I'll just sit here and watch
As you disintegrate yourself
Self-destruct!

Chorus 2, 1 till end..






















-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 12th of January 2010

Aritha

Once a little girl with hopes and dreams
Now she isnt what it seems
Lost and insecure
She's lying on her knees
Begging God to take her please


Thinking bout where it all went wrong
She thought she got it right all along
But now she's come to her senses
While counting out her expenses


Reliving the memories
of a teenage prom queen
With her little black dress
And her one only accessory
Just 6 feet tall.
They were oh so sweet.


And now look what she's become.
We were right from the get go
Selfish, stuck up, hopeless
Messing with the wrong crowd.
And now she'll pay for her sins
And now she'll die in hell.


Goodbye Aritha
Goodbye Senorita
I'll see you when the worlds collide
Bite my dust now you must die
The ground will open
And swallow you
(Swallow you, die)
I relish as your tear streaked face
Burns burns burns
It burns burns burns.

As you burn burn burn.


Reliving the memories
of a teenage prom queen
With her little black dress
And her one only accessory
Just 6 feet tall.
They were oh so sweet.


But that was just a memory
We were right from the get go
Evil, mean, disgusting.
Messing with the wrong girl.
And now you'll pay for your sins
And now you'll die in hell.


Goodbye Aritha
Goodbye Senorita
I'll see you when the worlds collide
Bite my dust now you must die
The ground will open
And swallow you
(Swallow you, die)
I relish as your tear streaked face
Burns burns burns
It burns burns burns.

As you burn burn burn.


Goodbye, goodbye Aritha.......


Once a little girl with hopes and dreams
Say your prayers, say your prayers.
Before He takes you please.

-by Miss Scarlet Inian on the 6th of January 2010